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Well offically the chinese new year is over. 28 days from the first day of the chinese new year. So where we are past the first month of the lunar calender.

"You felt the beauty of destruction. So go ahead destroy. Destroy the greatest thing of all" --Tetsuo 2

I hate when blogger messes up after you type in a long post.

To prepare for another non-holiday I buy two packages of sushi. Both $4 items. No rainbow rolls today. Kind of dissapointing. My acute transgeminal nerve facial nueralgia was flaming up today so I didnt ruin the ritual of sushi eating with this annoying pain. Took 4 asprins with little effect. A bit later took one of the last two ibuprofin. I know your not supposed to overlap cycles but I cant help it. It seems my audio file for pain management works much better. A 80hz binaural beat with 400hz carrier (just chose 400) and a 2.5hz undertone for endogenous opiate release. Still doesnt do the trick but takes the edge off untill the pills "kick in". (laugh).

This thanksgiving I went to the store and instead of buying turkey I bought sushi. Rainbow rolls. This was a special package, about $8 and it was worth it. Ate it watching disk 2 of Storm riders. This is the one before _ a man called hero _ and had sonny chiba in it. He's real old but not geriatric. Aaron kwok has blue highlights in his hair in this one. Not a bad character for him, and he has long hair in this one. The blue highlights are an interesting touch. Usually something that would seem rather effeminate on a guy. But it looked like he was born to be specially made for a haircut like that. I mentally decided that this was the last thanksgiving I would "celibrate" in the united states. What that really means only the eternal sky knows.

Had breakfast at burger king today and there is this guy here thats like "my wife totaled 3 of my camaro's... Blah, blah. She blames the car". He says his wife left one camaro in nuetral at k-mart and it rolled into some dudes car. Unbelievable, then he starts talking to this mechanic about trucks. "I like dodges because of the body style".

My moms telling me a story about one of her girl buddys who says: "I dont want to break up my boyfriend right now because what if he and his friend start making money from (stupid ass scheme)"

Took my last primrose oil. No more conjugated linoleic acid eaither. I have some EFA monkey mix pills my mom gave me. But today was the last primrose in my supply. Herein marks a milestone in supplement history.

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The slingshot/ball trick:

You may have remembered a story on a reality tv show about the black military guy that shoots a white kid who was parked in front of his house because he thought they shot through his window. He was aquitted of the murder charges. The story is kind of long and I wont go into it. But there were a group of kids who were out cruising in one guys parents car because they were away on vacation.

Their story says they were just cruising and using a slingshot to shoot at stuff. The accidentally broke this guys window and they were sitting there thinking about what to do. The guy, is woken up by the sound of the window breaking, which he said sounded like a gunshot. But instead of turning on a light like most people did, he grabs his M9 and sneaks out to the side of the house to investigate whats going on. Because he had heard of some burgularys in the neiborhood and was alert to possible intruders.

He comes behind the car which is parked in front of his house and running and claims the kid goes for a gun and he shoots the kid. He dies of course. There are some key details in this story that no one ever figured out:

1) These kids are the ones who did the burgularys
2) Every time this punks parents went away for vacation they took the car out for a cruise
3) They were using the slingshot to break the windows of houses they thought were empty. If a light turned on, someone was inside the house. If not, they'd park, get out and proceed to enter the house through the now broken window. One guy goes in and goes to the front door and opens it and they proceed to take all they want.

This is a pretty common pretext for burglarys. Think about it. You kids playing with your ball. Oops, ball get rolled into someones driveway. No big deal, just walk up and get it. And while your up there, do a quick scope of the property. Is there a dog? Piles of newspapers? Are they on vacation? Hear anyone inside.

Next thing you know the ball is thrown into the backyard (oh its by accident). Someone has to go over the fence to get the ball. More opportunitys to case your joint out. And if anyone catchs you, act all innocent and childlike. After all, its just some kids playing with a ball, slingshot or bb gun RIGHT? Wrong.

This is all pretext. Not very goot pretext but people still seem to fall for this scam. Next thing a window is broken. If it feels right the go in for it or come back later when its dark. After all you can always say you were going in to get your ball. Same thing these punks were doing. I cant believe these animals never got caught. The surviving boys should all be put in prison for murder because their friend got shot. Well, they always can. Thanks to people like me.

Something they'll always have to live with is the death of their friend. They went to court and lied through their teeth. If/when they get caught they are going down. More people should know about stuff like this. There was a house across the street that had this happen. And guess what? Broken window and neiborhood punk kids (without fathers) with a slingshot and always dribbling a ball around and rolling it into peoples yards.

Yeah, and I was born yesterday. My mom and I are hip to these punks. There was a crime unit across the street investigating the break in. Like they say. Most of the time, if your a victim of a crime its someone you know.

Back to the contrails. These contrails people talk about are rumored to be some kind of weather control experiment. The planes spray a particulate matter (or its a fuel additive) and it somehow blocks or holds in heat or light somehow or makes clouds. I dont know what but I think its rather odd that I look up and see some contrails over head and the weather starts acting rather odd.

Odd weather the last few days. I noticed some contrails 5-6 days ago and the weather hasnt been the same since. Immediatly after it gets real warm. Then it starts to cool off but these clouds have never passed. Could just be one of those things. But its almost rained constantly for the last 24 hours. Which is rare here in florida. All the time I have been here, since 1991 its never rained like it did in washington state or oregon.

It rains hard and fast. With lots of thunder and lightining. This is the lightning capital of the world. Very dangerous. When it rains, you go inside. Period. But this is a grey, overcast sky, drizzling. Sometimes it picks up to a moderate rainfall. And its fairly cold out. About 55-60. And guess what? The neiborhood punks are out there walking around like its a freaking festival. Like they have nothing better to do? This one kid we find out from a niebor has already been Baker acted twice....

Francis Bacons New Atlantis is the egghead version of the Draft pick.

2 white cars out front, same look, same hubcaps. must be government vehicles. hmmm, damn neibors

Useless trivia: Issac asimov is the only person to have a book in every section of the dewey decimal system.

I remember reading his book on human anatomy and being inspired by his sections on the human brain. For instance, he clearly explains the brain in no uncertain terms. The motor area of the brain takes the up the most space in the brain. For instance, a blue whale has a brain the size of a city block square. But it has many muscles and most of the brain is devoted to motor activitys. The brain at birth is virtually smooth. The human brain is rougly the size of holding your two fists side to side. With each side representing the left and right hemispheres. The brain can only grow by increasing its surface area. This is where folds of the brain come in. At a point, theoretically, the brain can no longer increase its surface area at which point a kind of backwards (evolutionary?) progression would occur (at least at a behavioral standpoint).

Sherlock holmes had a dictim: "If you can write it down, dont bother commiting it to memory". Einstien had dictims on mathematics that reflected sherlocks dictim. Intelligence is simply stored data. It says nothing on what you can do, if anything, with the info. The real purpose of the brain should be to intergrate information (memorys are truly external). In other words, the harder you work, the dumber you get. Something I have also observed. The purveyors of the hardgainer philosophy always seem to be attempting to get others to do the work they so desperatly need to do if they even have a of snowballs chance in hell of achieving their expectations. So they can take credit for it as proof that their ideas are real or work?
They avoid cold, hard data (context) like the plague because it is so much like reality. A cold, harsh, bitter reality they are unable to concieve and are ill equiped to utilize. The image is that of someon grasping and clawing at the air, trying to take hold of life. So instead, they become parasitic... implanting their desires into the minds of others as "importance"...

Expect less, achieve more

an old prank channel did hoe calls, where they call up a number you give them of a alleged school hoe... and its 3am (shes filipino) and her mother gets her out of bed, she's messed up on mushrooms, and the guys like "i'm coming over" and she's like "no..." and he's like "why not?" and shes like "your not on my list"

That dark stuff in a clam or oyster is its waste matter. Bon appetiete.

Got these two tubs of oysters on sale for $.50 cents each. Regular price $4 bucks?! I prepare to open one up and take off the white top. Underneath it has a metal pull tab top. I read the container it says "best if cooked well done". So I attempt to remove them with a fork, they smell real odd. When I put the fork in its like shoving a knife into someones eyeball. At lleast thats what I imagine it to feel like. So i'm wondering if these things are even cooked. I just checked the unopened one. I'm thinking how long I can keep these things in the fridge. The expiration date says 8-23-03?!

The three yellows: Huang chi, huang yan, huang bai (three heater)

I get this e-mail last week from a girl: "I'm not intersted in you, but please join Nu skin (url)"

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Opens the door and says: "ooh, not the fair maiden I was expecting".

Observing a treatment my mothers friend's boyfriend, who is a real gem. One of those pothead, do nothing, wannabe writer, wannabe know-it-all. Because she owns a boat. He does jack, cant cook for himself. And she does all the work on the boat. Oh, his claim to fame is he designed a few sex toys. So you can just get an idea of where his minds at. He cant even try to act like he has sense.

A self described "closet buddhist" (I begged the question to my mother "and what else are you in the closet about")
"These inscrutible chinese guys, they dont make sense even when they want to" "They make a lot of sense, it makes a lot of sense, more sense than the western stuff".

conversation turns to a book she brings over on qigong. her boyfriend makes a comment like 'is that where you rub your balls'? ..thats one of the male exercises. Says: They translate any of these exercises to "choking the chicken" or "stroking the beaver". My mom says "That would be the american version, for people who are stuck on the 1st chakra..."

"Yah, thats the thats the sexual center..."

Thats lockeroom or chatroom talk. Problem is with these people is its like talking to a clinical paranoid. You agree with them and they become instantly suspitious. they expect people to